Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Last night was one of the most unusual nights I could remember in some time. I don't know what drew me to act, but I picked up a few of the books that I had in my bookshelf from before I became religious. These books were among my favorites and were the compilation of my life's search for truth until I left for rabbinical school almost five years ago. It was when the pages ran through my fingers late last night that my memory returned, and I remembered what I have been searching for. Before becoming religious, I was living a mission to understand the mechanisms of spirituality's influence over physicality.
Until now I have read the same words from these books over and over, but I was deaf to the message. It is strange how one needs to first be a vessel before one receives what is being communicated. If my life had not been set up to stumble upon religion, I would have never been able to link the psychological, the mystical, and the spiritual concepts together to form what I think might give people a tangible way to make the jump in evolution that I always knew was my purpose.
I don't fully have a grasp on exactly how I am supposed to do this, but I have a feeling that my purpose is to find and to understand the intricacies of the medium that causes the interplay between the fabric of reality and the spiritual worlds, and to learn the mechanisms as to how one influences the other. Religion donates a theology that while it carries the truth of existence, it does not openly provide the answer to how physicality functions. Rather, it tells us why it we here and what we should do to satisfy G-d's plan. Psychology gives us a glimpse into how the mind works, and through its methods, one can gain an understanding as to how an individual relates to the world around him. But by shifting the focus from the individual perceiver to the area causing the perceiver to be seen, we can adapt psychology to get a glimpse of his surroundings.
If a two-dimensional shadow could think, it would not be able to comprehend a three-dimensional object. What if a two-dimensional shadow could be taught to function in three-dimensions? What would you do if mind over matter became a literal concept? What would you do if the unity between the races could be revealed? I've been trying to figure out how to use my understanding of melting clouds because for years I have known that they are important, but I never figured out why. Today, the existence of the footsteps I am to take has been revealed to me. It will be my life's contribution to help people maneuver through their world and to gather a group of individuals to help facilitate this evolutionary jump.
Sound and music will be part of this equation. A tangible understanding of the soul(s), its function, and its influence on our interactions with the world will also be part of the answer. For those that want to apply this understanding to their lifestyle, a guide on how to make it all work will also be part of the equation. Solving this puzzle will create a new understanding and application of magnetics.
I have experienced this as a fleeting thought that lingered long enough for me to grab hold of it, as if it wanted to be caught. If I am lucky then this has nothing to do with mumbo-jumbo, but rather, it will teach people how to move and interact with their environment on more levels than with only the physical.